I feel like I'm being attacked.
Targeted and stepped on.
I'm open to suggestions and everything, but I don't want to be coerced into doing something.
I want it to happen naturally, of course some sort of effort needs to be put in,
not everything can be done naturally, I understand that.
But still, I want it to be up to me to make the effort not other people to force me into it.

It takes so long to heat up food, cause the microwave is gone.
Cause apparently the microwave is unhealthy or makes the food unhealthy.
So we got an oven toaster thing.
But its takes a longer time and all, even then the food sometimes is still cold.

Joycelyn knows how to ride a bike already,
I am happy for her, but then that leaves me alone.
All alone ( within my bunch of friends) in the box labelled 'CAN'T RIDE A BIKE.'
But i'm sure there's thousands out there in my box too.

I suddenly miss english lessons.
Just realised I was a really badbadbad girl in the first half of last year.
Always getting scolding, and getting punished.
But then again, those were the fun and wild times huh.

Anyway, gonna heat up the ready made pizza that mom bought.
Hopefully it doesn't take too long.

Today was and still is so shiok,
Cut hair, even though as usual there isn't a difference and went shopping.
With my mom.
Had ice cream, fom swensens, which is great addition to the already very pleasing day.
Yakult with dinner again, isn't the purple everyóne's favourite?
My fav is the red one, which is also the original one:)
Learnt that nat is actually so insightful:)
Youth camp soon, finally.

Hello, good morning how you do? #2

Attempting to clean up my room now,
Its really not a very pleasant sight at all,
Its bad, very bad,
To the point where I am unable to use the bed,
because its covered with my many things.
Its really a sick cycle, clean, then get messy,
clean once again and by the next few days its a dump again.
Well, in my case that's how it goes.
I get the big grin on my face after its all clean and super tidy,
But its very much temporary.
Cause after that, I have to clean again and again.
I should just leave it dirty everytime,
But no one will allow that.
Why am I rambling about my messy room?

Yesteray was fun, like a breath of fresh air,
four of us, hanging out and laughing.
Then went to shop by myself at night,
peace.

Sick of routines, everyday, everytime.
I wish everyday would be different.
As Becca says, its time to break that routine.
Anyway I need to clean faster in order to watch 7th Heaven:)
Bestshowever.
Well, bestfamilyshowever at least.

the starsky and hutch minisodes on star world,
Is so funny and so drama, with the loud bangs here and there.
HAHAHA, I wanna watch more old films.

Hanging out yesterday, was fun,
Min ying and her pointer shoes dilemma:(
Did a lot of eating and buying things before catching new moon.
Then had dinner at JA, with Gladie, and stayed there for two plus hours just talking.
Very enjoyable day, anyway If i don't move away from the computer now,
I'm going to be late and Joycelyn and Gladys wouldn't be very happy.
The ice cream just triggered my phlegm, sucks.

Saturday drained all of us out,
the beef lasagna portion in pizza hut has been reduced, its like cut at the sides:(
Sunday was very fun with the cousins, fun and crazy.
Jb was tiring and i didn't get much stuff, oh well.
Must admit I was a little moody and cranky too, so i killed my own mood & everyone else's.
I am going to do my homework, I am going to do my homework, I am going to do my homework.
Anyone help me get the math homework please.

distance is good.

Yesterday made me feel like time was going really slowly and everything was just right.
Fantastic Mr.fox was really good.
At first, You get confused at first and have no idea what they're talking about.
I guess our row was laughing real hard.
Like Jasmine and I, we laughed at everything the fox family did.
But the people around us weren't laughing at all, they were all silent and serious.
The funny moments are the random and repititive actions the characters did.
The theatre and everywhere was really cold yesterday.
Had great fun.

I think I wasted my time at the briefing today,
Just finished watching the lakehouse that jia jia lent me today.
Which was confusing also, like half the time i was calculating in my head and trying to absorb
the time difference and everything, made me go nuts.)
I feel like watching a walk to remember again.
Quite a lot of things have happened this week:)

I think this week has been the best week of the hols.
Thank You Jesus for such a great week.

Can we fast forward to a few years later,

Came back from campus crusade,
bought quite a lot of books.
Psyched for the fun-fair thing,
Helping kids who really need the help,
I think its gonna be quite worth it,
giving our time to them.
Going out now again.
Really tired again.
What's ahead for me?

Its my mother's birthday:)
I just made a banana milkshake.
I want to watch Big Bang Theory NOW.
My whole family is at home today.
well almost.
Three more weeks and I will be travelling too.
Gonna use the socks Jan bought for me.
She's ought so many things for me.
Thankyouthankyou janice laiii.
Going to campus crusade now.
I love going there.
Gladysminyingnicolejoycelynrina next week k.

I feel a lot more free and wiser.
Because of the opportunities that I have had to help people.
And because of the people in my life who build me up.
Thank God for the people in my life:)